Joined Oct 4 2012
56 years old
I am a mother of two grown boys and have 5 grandkids. I am disabled and can't work.
I am very depressed at times and the meds that my doctor has given me has not worked. My friends and my family don't really care how I am feeling and that I have a fake smile on my face at all times casue that is the person they are use too. I hate I really don't have anyone close enough to talk to or someone close enough to understand what I am going through.
I have made a decision that it is time to take care of me and the heck with everyone else. If I don't take care of me I will either not be here any longer or I will be put in a mental ward to serve the rest of my life.